Is it Better to Feel Numb?

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Is it better to feel numb?
Even just for a little while.
To turn off from the sadness, you’ll know you will have to face again and again

Or is feeling numb a sign that the sadness has become too much? and you have become used to feeling like this,

Used to all the bullshit and the trauma, that feels never-ending.

And being numb is a coping response to try and feel some peace,

even if its short lived, even if its for one moment.

One little sliver of peace amongst the chaos.

One moment of floating instead of falling into the void of darkness that is my mind.