It is all going down but I want none of it.
To many times have I been pushed to the front of it.
It gets crazy inside my brain, and
I cannot begin to explain,
How it makes me feel insane.
Trying to stay grounded,
while being constantly hounded,
by this world.
So close to the edge of reality,
Imaginary.
All I want is peace and serenity,
to heal my heart and mind.
Lost.
Found.
I’m spirit bound.
Searching for that light,
to keep me safe and sound.
She knows in her heart what is true.
Her being gains strength as she pushes through.
The world teaches her lessons.
And she grows like a wild flower in wisdom and love,
trusting the universe up above.
She sits quietly in the wind.
Sometimes wishing to fly away.
Yet she knows she has to stay,
and work on letting her soul go free.
She let’s her mind soar,
with creativity and hunger.
For this world needs a saviour in all of us,
to treasure its beauty with unconditional love.
She gently brushes her hair off her face,
And looks towards the horizon.
Gazing at the sunset and hoping for peace.
From deep inside her heart, with love.
“Being alone a lot of the time makes you wonder and question life. The real questions that swirl deep down in your soul. Evaluating specific moments and exploring the finer points of friendship, love and the abundant life we all wish to have. You hardly ever get to some great conclusion, but little by little you make the progress to get there. Because we will forever be wondering and questioning, exploring and trying to fulfil the holes of desire and need that are nested tight in our beings; in order to grow, love and not only to survive, but to truly live.”
– Jacqueline Ann Lente
Carry your soul through the winds.
Fight for what you believe in.
Stand strong and conquer your fears,
You have come so far along the years.
Don’t let anything stand in your way.
You have the golden armour to love another day.
Use your talents as weapons for your cause.
Remember you are beautiful, don’t worry about flaws.
Society judges,
Its time to go to war.
To fight the battle of controlling minds,
Be free and leave all that behind.
Let everything go and get everything out.
Release yourself and rise again.
If you fall, get back up,
And soldier on.
The battle may not be over,
But you are sure to win,
By the will of the moon and the sun.
Trying to breath but its hard.
Constantly on the verge of crying a river.
Anger, hate and love,
a whirlwind in my heart and mind.
Love and pain,
Life and its games.
Courage, bravery and fear, its all the same.
I feel numb.
Cause it is all gone.
No more to give if it ends badly,
Sadly I’ve let it happen one time to many,
And I can’t take another hit to my brain.
Let go, I’m fading away.
I’m wrecked but at least I look fresh.
This is the last nail in the coffin,
the pain in my chest.
Let me burn, cause I’m done.
I don’t give a fuck now,
All I feel is numb.
And I welcome it in with my open arms.
Time has changed, like you wouldn’t want to believe.
Learning to accept it now but I won’t let anyone else stand over me.
People have gone, caused pain and hurt me.
To long have they played with my brain.
No longer will I stand in the firing line,
I’ll be the one firing the shots.
I’ll be at peace in the fire and the flames.
So peaceful do you sleep.
I love to lay next to you,
And watch you simply breath.
So beautiful you are at rest.
Lay your head next to the best.
Crazy dreams you speak of having,
cute it is to watch them unfold,
as you wrap yourself in the blankets from the cold.
It is so lonely in my bed without you.
All I long for is to be in your presence,
on a peaceful, dark and starry night.
Out the window the moon shines so bright.
All I want is to be is with you tonight.
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One day you are up.
One day you are down.
The next you are spinning round and round.
We do not know what the future holds,
but please let the truth be known.
Live in the moment and be free.
Hold your head high and please don’t worry.
Take every opportunity to better your future.
But don’t miss out on what’s in front of you within true nature.
Take a hand to hold, a heart to love.
Sing to the heavens up above.
Dream, create, inspire and share,
let go of the negative, you don’t have to care.
The world is your playground,
The universe your light.
Fly free and live your dream,
like a twinkling star on a beautiful night.
Forever waiting,
my heart skips a beat.
Forever waiting,
for happiness and I to meet.
All alone in the desert,
under the twinkling night sky.
I dream a dream and,
I wonder why?
Why is this world so chaotic and cruel?
Why do we place such high fame on such fools?
We play silly games with our lives and nature.
Inventing, masking, disguising what real happiness is to paint a pretty picture.
In a world gone crazy,
I am forever waiting.
Is it getting hazy?
Or am I still dreaming?
All I know is that,
I’ll be forever waiting.
You have to keep trying through all the pain. Push through all the bullshit and the negative and hold onto that positive light, beam positive energy from the inside out.
Be friends with your darkness and learn from its lessons. Let your battle scars show and be proud of what you have been through and what has made you who you are today.
You are strong and you hold so much power within you to be great and achieve all your dreams and beyond what you could ever imagine.
We cry, we bleed and we feel sorrow. We are warriors. We come out in top with strength and wise knowledge for the road ahead. It is our destiny to be courageous and be at peace with the world and within our inner selves. We can do anything.
Be bold, be strong. Release your inner warrior!
I had a good run,
but now I’m alone again.
I had a good run,
but now I am alone again.
People have come and gone.
There is the loyal ones who have stayed,
they are always not too far away.
And always in my heart to stay.
I had a good run,
but now I am alone again.
All my life I go up and down.
Change.
Alone, alive, lost and found.
Social and spiritual connection,
for a time.
Then independence calls my name.
I had a good run,
but now I am alone again.
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