Fallen angel.
Cold hearted.
Blackened soul.
Living out a life of mortal sin.
Scars that mark a viscous battle fought of love and pain.
This world can be cruel, tough love.
Get back up and fight again.
Life is change.
Through the darkness seek guidance.
Make peace deep within.
I try and try,
But people don’t see.
I speak the truth.
But they dont believe.
They would rather bring their false ideas alive,
So much so that it becomes their own reality.
Clouded by a haze of hate,
Jealousy.
Pretending to love,
But tearing apart the pure serenity of connection.
Drama and misdirection.
A waste of time and breath.
These silly games a way to hide their inner demons of hurt and pain.
Afraid to face the consequences of their actions.
Or see the suffering that lay behind them,
In their path of destruction,
Before it is to late.
My soul hurts.
My minds a mess.
Constantly playing games with the devils sweet caress.
Jumbled and scrambled,
Are my thoughts.
A constant tornado of swirling emotions in my head.
No rest.
Life a bittersweet test,
Of endurance and control.
All i wish is to lay my head peacefully and dream of silence.
A world away from the darkness in my bed.
The terror in my head.
Swirling emotions.
A river running red.
All these ghosts and demons,
Dancing in my head.
My heart a cracked desert,
A wide open plane of broken ground.
My heart fleeting.
Bounding for ressurection.
Ressurection from the dead.
Reborn through fire and flame,
It is now time again.
To rise up and conquer,
This mighty war.
To never flight and always fight.
Till my last dying breath.
Deep within the darkness.
In the dead of night.
My mind wanders.Sailing through the raging seas of the storm.
Travelling the windy roads of human emotion.Questioning the meaning of life,
The answers constantly changing, building and reassesing.A break in my soul that may never fully be fixed.
The silence of the night is my only true peace.
When is time to stop holding on,
And start letting go?
When is it time to move forward?
Even though it pains you so.
How do you hold onto love and memories,
After a person has walked away?
How do you let them fade away?
Days of tears.
Days of laughter.
Healing through the ongoing disaster.
Love is constant change,
Life is learning from the pain.
Tattoo me black and blue.
Anyday,
Over the emotional pain
Of my thoughts of when I lost you.
Haunting.
Tattoo me black and blue.
Anyday,
Over the emotional pain
Of lifes mental trauma.
The loneliness,
Never escaping.
Coping day by day.
Tattoo me black and blue.
Anyday,
The physical pain
My numbing medicine.
To my ever wandering brain.
– copyright to featured image & tattoo. Personal image of Jacquelineannlente.
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We are neither better nor wose than one another. We are equal, as one, united. Be vulnerable and open and find strength in one another. Raise each other up with praise and always aim to interact with peace in your heart.
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I’m still a little bit lost without you.
I’m walking through the rain.
I hope for the new day,
Full of sunshine and fresh beginnings.
A little ease from the pain.
I miss you my dear friend most of all.
Gone through everything from big to small.
I miss you.
When the nights are cold.
I miss you.
And your hand to hold.
Your sweet smile.
And bright blue eyes.
the way you could make me feel like I could fly.
I miss you.
But I’m trying my hardest,
To soar through my own skies.
With time you will only get stronger.
With time you will get better.
With time you will be free.
Hold on.
Through the days.
Through the silent nights.
Through the pain,
And through the fire.
Reborn.
You will rise.
Spread your wings and soar.
Fly high.
Dreams will become reality.
A star in the night sky.
Let your darkness be your friend.
Learn its lessons until the end.
And let the light cleanse you,
And be your grace.
Only time will tell what the future holds.
And with time you will be bold.
With time you will heal.
And With time you will be stronger than you ever know.
So hold on and don’t let go.
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