Swirling emotions.
A river running red.
All these ghosts and demons,
Dancing in my head.
My heart a cracked desert,
A wide open plane of broken ground.
My heart fleeting.
Bounding for ressurection.
Ressurection from the dead.
Reborn through fire and flame,
It is now time again.
To rise up and conquer,
This mighty war.
To never flight and always fight.
Till my last dying breath.
Deep within the darkness.
In the dead of night.
My mind wanders.Sailing through the raging seas of the storm.
Travelling the windy roads of human emotion.Questioning the meaning of life,
The answers constantly changing, building and reassesing.A break in my soul that may never fully be fixed.
The silence of the night is my only true peace.
When is time to stop holding on,
And start letting go?
When is it time to move forward?
Even though it pains you so.
How do you hold onto love and memories,
After a person has walked away?
How do you let them fade away?
Days of tears.
Days of laughter.
Healing through the ongoing disaster.
Love is constant change,
Life is learning from the pain.
I’m still a little bit lost without you.
I’m walking through the rain.
I hope for the new day,
Full of sunshine and fresh beginnings.
A little ease from the pain.
I miss you my dear friend most of all.
Gone through everything from big to small.
I miss you.
When the nights are cold.
I miss you.
And your hand to hold.
Your sweet smile.
And bright blue eyes.
the way you could make me feel like I could fly.
I miss you.
But I’m trying my hardest,
To soar through my own skies.
Thank you
For release.
For teaching me expression,
And the many lessons.
Lessons of love,
Life and pain.
Bittersweet reality,
And dream state fantasy.
Holding onto hope.
Through the battlefield of life.
Through the good, the bad,
And all the in between.
And lastly,
Thank you for showing me the way,
To letting me be me.
We run and run and keep on running.
But what are we running from?
Ourselves?
The darkness inside that eats the soul?
If it is left to rot in silence,
Without release.
Why do we hide?
When we can conquer.
Be friends with our demons.
Take a walk with them and learn,
The inner secrets of your soul.
Run inwards not away.
To face the light another day.
Lost your brain.
Find it amongst the chaos,
Where we are stripped of our misguided layers,
To reveal our rawness.
True to heart.
To who we really are.
Amongst the darkness and in the light.
Fading in and out,
Of reality and insanity.
Searching for serenity.
And a little peace in our heart.
Watch me make the world think I’m ok.
Like I have danced all the pain away.
Disguise,
The storm inside.
That rages on.
Barreling waves crashing,
Over and over again.
Drowning.
My heart heavy,
And soul quiet.
Crushed.
But nobody would know,
Nobody would buy it.
From the smile I put on,
A front to keep moving through,
My haunting thoughts.
To find what is still true.
Watch me, I’ve mastered the art.
Of looking like I’m not falling apart.
But inside,
I really have a shattered heart.
The devil wins today.
In his fire my heart strings play.
Songs of sorrow,
Songs of loss.
He’s seen the demons I have crossed.
The mortal sins of paths I have taken.
The scars of pain,
And the mistakes I have welcomed to change.
On a road unknown,
Through the darkest night.
My heavy soul echoes through the wind.
Calling for days lost,
From dawn till dusk.
And into the deepest corners,
Of desire and trust.
In the devils land I play.
A place of no where and nothing.
The edge of reality,
Over into insanity.
On this journey, I may,
Find pain and solace.
And the will to live another day.
When the stars come out at night,
Let them be your light.
Your shining guide,
Through the roller coaster of life.
The moon, always by your side.
Hope.
Strength.
Love.
All you need to do is trust.
Full moon beaming,
Energy spinning.
Sleep and have no fear.
Dream.
Everyday is a new day to conquer,
To stretch your legs.
To free your heart.
And to let your soul be heard.
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