My soul hurts.
My minds a mess.
Constantly playing games with the devils sweet caress.
Jumbled and scrambled,
Are my thoughts.
A constant tornado of swirling emotions in my head.
No rest.
Life a bittersweet test,
Of endurance and control.
All i wish is to lay my head peacefully and dream of silence.
A world away from the darkness in my bed.
The terror in my head.
Swirling emotions.
A river running red.
All these ghosts and demons,
Dancing in my head.
My heart a cracked desert,
A wide open plane of broken ground.
My heart fleeting.
Bounding for ressurection.
Ressurection from the dead.
Reborn through fire and flame,
It is now time again.
To rise up and conquer,
This mighty war.
To never flight and always fight.
Till my last dying breath.
Deep within the darkness.
In the dead of night.
My mind wanders.Sailing through the raging seas of the storm.
Travelling the windy roads of human emotion.Questioning the meaning of life,
The answers constantly changing, building and reassesing.A break in my soul that may never fully be fixed.
The silence of the night is my only true peace.
Falling into the darkness.
Falling into the abyss.
Down low,
The lowest of all.
Thinking that there’s nowhere to go.
However
The only way is up.
It isn’t the end,
Only if you believe it to be.
Through the tears,
Through the pain.
Emotional scars wreak the heart,
A battefeild of mind games.
We can forgive,
For our own consciousness’s sake.
To heal.
To be at peace.
Fire, blood and sweat of our hard work and pain,
Transforming us into a stronger being.
Finding love with our inner soul.
Grounded with courage and truth.
To set forward on the path of life,
Embracing all of its experience and wonder.
Finding hope in the storm,
To be the best we can be.
It is all going down but I want none of it.
To many times have I been pushed to the front of it.
It gets crazy inside my brain, and
I cannot begin to explain,
How it makes me feel insane.
Trying to stay grounded,
while being constantly hounded,
by this world.
So close to the edge of reality,
Imaginary.
All I want is peace and serenity,
to heal my heart and mind.
Lost.
Found.
I’m spirit bound.
Searching for that light,
to keep me safe and sound.
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