Tag: Fading away

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    For a moment we are whole, delusions of the young.
    We don’t realise the ocean of black that awaits our older souls.

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    I am thunder, I am storm.
    Bones of mountain, skin of sea.
    A field full of roses and unfinished stories entertwining in the quiet in between.

  • Indigo Hues, Watercolour Skies

    Indigo Hues, Watercolour Skies

    I cry watercolour skies,
    You can see the tracks of my tears.
    I’m too dead inside.

    Indigo hues deepen as daylight wanes,
    And I realise,
    I don’t live here anymore, inside my head.

    All I can think of is,
    Hope is a slow poison,
    And temporary ecstasy,
    is enchanting,
    Against the fatal embrace of time.


    – “Indigo hues, watercolour skies” – Jacqueline Ann Lente

    Feature Image taken by Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Forever in Flight or Fight

    Forever in Flight or Fight

    I hate it in my own head.
    My own worst enemy.
    Wishing I was dead.

    The demons get too loud.
    The cloud of illusion rolls in quick.
    I can’t get myself to calm down,
    And realise,
    Its all in my head.

    Sorrow holds its grip tight.
    And I try and try with all my might,
    To overcome, to push through.
    But sometimes reasons are gone with the wind.
    The grip is too suffocating,
    And the screams of pain too loud.

    I am my own enemy.
    But at the same time,
    I am my own saviour.

    The battles are just ongoing.
    The end of the war is no where in sight.
    Day to day,
    Night to night.
    Forever in flight or fight.

    – “Forever in Flight or Fight

    – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Stuck In The Void

    Stuck In The Void

    All the days and nights
    Fade away.


    Fade into each other,
    Into a haze.


    All the thoughts and feelings,
    All the pain.
    A whirlpool of emotion,
    Sucking me in.


    Stuck in the void again

    – “Stuck In The Void”

    – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Modern Savages

    Humanity still lives in the dark ages.

    We think we have evolved,

    But indeed we are going backwards.

    A mix of primitive animals

    And modern savages alike.

    Already run by machines.

    – “Modern Savages”

    – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Paradoxical Mind

    Paradoxical Mind

    The mind is a paradox of both dark and light moments and thoughts.

    Without the dark we cannot see the light.

    Without the light we cannot learn from the darkness.

    Both intertwined in perfect balance,

    For our exploration of our inner soul and divine soul journey.

    – “Paradoxical Mind”

    – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Scars Linger For A Lifetime

    Scars Linger For A Lifetime

    Faded memories
    Faded time
    I can just remember when i used to call you mine.
    But you left a scar on me that i can not forget. A scar on me that i can not shake.

    All the emotions of love and happiness, pain and sorrow intertwined.

    How you made me feel is what still lingers here;
    You brought me up to pure bliss
    and pulled me down into the dark abyss.

    Our story is one that goes all around.

    We closed that chapter of our lives and started a new
    But you left me hanging in the end, with unanswered questions and an empty heart, a lonely bed.

    You still linger in my head.
    The scar never fading, and a new perspective on love, life and change.

    – “Scars Linger For A Lifetime”
    – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Bring Me Escape

    Bring Me Escape

    Hold me tight,
    Bring me escape.
    The shadows of the world fall too heavy upon my face.
    I feel so out of it,
    Like I don’t belong,
    At all in this place.

    – “Bring Me Escape” – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Live Free

    Live Free

    Everyday we face challenges.
    Everyday we face struggle.
    However in every challenge is a lesson learnt. And in every struggle there is a path for positive change.

    There is a reason for every experience and a plan for everything set in motion.
    Even if you are unaware as of yet, the reasons why will show up eventually.

    Connection.

    It is all a part of your divine soul journey.
    Have no regrets and live free.

    – “Live Free” – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Seize The Day

    Seize The Day

    Seize the day,
    Embrace the change.
    Watch from all perspective,
    And follow wisdom and intuition.
    Follow passion and positivity.
    Every day is a new day,
    A new opportunity,
    To rise up and be great.
    – “Seize The Day” – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Insomnia – Lost Sleep

    Insomnia – Lost Sleep

    Darkness consumes me.
    Darkness welcomes me into its sorrowful lair. Holding me there, captive with my thoughts. Crashing together wildly and with no control.
    The pain is heavy and hazy.
    The weight of everything, everyone and everyword heaped upon my shoulders.
    Pain shoots through my whole body, the kind of pain that touches the soul; that tries to weaken the spirit.
    My journey is not easy and my mind sometimes is unforgiving.
    My bones crack, my muscles ache, my head foggy from lack of sleep. My eyes tired from looking into the abyss of the night. Unable to shut off. Unable to dream a sweet sleep.

    – “Insomnia – Lost Sleep” – Jacqueline Ann Lente

  • Fading Away

    Fading Away

    Trying to breath but its hard.
    Constantly on the verge of crying a river.
    Anger, hate and love,
    a whirlwind in my heart and mind.

    Love and pain,
    Life and its games.
    Courage, bravery and fear, its all the same.

    I feel numb.
    Cause it is all gone.
    No more to give if it ends badly,
    Sadly I’ve let it happen one time to many,
    And I can’t take another hit to my brain.

    Let go, I’m fading away.